Current mood:	apathetic
Current music:	the ER theme song stuck in my head

I've got an answer--I'm going to fly away
Mum is downstairs rocking out to her Crosby, Stills, & Nash cd that she got for Christmas. I'm enjoying it as well...yes, I like some hippie music. So sue me.

Worked awful shifts Fri. and Sat. night and yesterday lunch. People are just.....*shakes head* there's no description accurate. They just need to die. A horrible, twitching, painful death. And the beautiful thing? It's all because of this goddamn all-you-can-eat shrimp thing...which will be here until FEBRUARY. *bangs head on desk* People are MEAN about their damn shrimp! It's ridiculous! And...yeah. Oh, but apparently I'm hilarious; Thomas has been going on and on about something I said the other night that he just thought was SO FUCKIN FUNNY and he can't remember what it was. Don't you hate when people say that? "Man, you said somethin the other night and it was so funny...but I don't remember what it was." Um...OK, thanks for not really remembering? Right. ANYWAYS.

Went to RiRas w/Cristine and Ryan Sat. night. Was a pretty short trip as me and Cristine had to close so we didn't leave work until 11:30 and then we both had to go change clothes before driving to Charlotte. So we went over to her house first. She has this really painfully annoying dog named Ginger that has one of those awful high-pitched barks, and of course she barked the whole 15-20 min. we were there. But her parents were v. nice and were sitting there smoking a blunt and watching pay-per-view hockey, haha. Then we headed to Charlotte. Saw Merrill, he's moving to Ohio today. :( What a nice guy...as Madeline Kahn said in Blazing Saddles. He gave me a big hug and bought me a beer. :) Then some dude Chuck, who was middle-aged and feeling v. jolly b/c he had just won $500 on the UVA game (I told Dad about that, he was v. proud) bought us all 2 more rounds. And Alan was there! *squees* Alan...man oh man. So so so v. cute. Big brown puppy dog eyes, dimples, and he's from DUBLIN for God's sake! That's swoon-able in and of itself! Eh, but I was a big chicken and wasn't drunk enough to talk to him so I just sat there like a ninny and swooned every time he walked by. Ryan's still giving me shit. He says I have to go back and talk to him or he's no longer my drinking buddy. I was like "Well you have to come with me, I can't go by myself!" And he's all "You can't take a GUY with you when you're trying to meet a guy! Take Cristine!" Bah. So I guess I'll go back w/Crisitine.

Then there's Thomas, which is still entirely unresolved. He still flirts his ass off. And now Chris Summey, ANOTHER guy I work with (who's also pretty damn cute) has started in on the flirting. Dude...what is going ON? Is it the WEATHER?


Alan as the Emcee!

Dark, decadent, and highly sensual, he'll certainly
be the master of your ceremonies. Since
it's only a one-night-stand, you're both in it
solely for the kicks and the licks. Besides, he
doesn't care much.


What is Your Alan Cumming Erotic Fantasy?
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Um, OK, I can live with that...eh, who'm I kidding? *drools all over keyboard*

Anyways. I'm going to make myself a cup of tea.



FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: No, I just use my cellphone to check the time.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: 10 or 11. I *LOVE* coats. :)
3. Most expensive item of clothing?: My coral-y pink-y 1940s-looking formal dress. It was so funny, too, I tried it on as a lark and wound up buying it immediately...before I had anywhere to wear it to!
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YOUR FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Pretty much, yeah.
2. What do they tend to be like?: Like me. All of of my friends are either artsy people (actors, dancers, musicians, filmmakers, etc) or have a v. open and strange sense of humor (in order to be able to handle ME). They're great. I love my friends. Many of them I don't see NEARLY enough, but we still are v. close.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: I'm extremely entertaining, everyone agrees on that. Everyone agrees that I'm smart, too, but not everybody likes it. Like when I kick their asses at Trivial Pursuit and such.
4. How many people do you tell everything?: V. few. Mostly just Sarah, Jules, Jim, and Kim.
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MUSIC, TV, FILM & BOOKS:
1. Favorite band ever?: Frank Sinatra, Madonna, Green Day, Nirvana. I've never been able to narrow it down past those 4.
2. Most listened to bands: Aside from the first 4...Dave Matthews Band, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, Gaelic Storm, Phantom Planet, Ella Fitzgerald...probably many more, but I listen to so many I can't even THINK.
3. Can you play an instrument?: The piano. And I can sing. I tried to learn to play the saxophone in a valiant attempt to be cast in the Cabaret revival, but *cough* I was way too lazy to practice.
4. Type of music never listened to?: Sheesh. Couldn't say. I've never heard any Scandinavian ganster rap, that's for certain. LOL, sorry, I had to leave that in there.
5. What type of music do you listen to?: Everything.
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GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest person alive at the moment?: Robert Langdon. Actually, he's a fictional character created by Dan Brown. But he's really damn smart. :) Next question!
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day? Both have their merits. Don't think I can choose.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: Not at all.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: Somewhat.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: Quirky?
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RANDOM:
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: Yes, 3 plaid skirts. The flannels sort of disappeared round about 1996.
2. Do you own converse shoes?: Yes.
3. Do you own saucony shoes?: No.
4. Do you own old school nikes?: Nope.
5. Do you wear tight pants?: V. rarely. I only pair that could be considered tight and they're leather so I don't wear em that much.
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: No.
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: Whaaaa?
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: No.
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: N/A
10. Do you have braces?: No. You already asked that.
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: No.
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches: Hahah, no.
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: Nope.
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: Yes, yes I do.
16. Is your hair black or red?: It's red-ish...
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: No.
18. Do you own a bandana?: Yes.
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: No, I tried to at the last concert I went to but they drove me nuts. I'll just go deaf gracefully.
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: No, sorry.
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: Yep.
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes?: Yes.
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from dogpile, lip service, or tiger of London: No, why, should I?
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: Sure.
25. Are you Disgruntled?: Often, yes.
26. Are you an anarchist?: Nah.
27. Does the American flag anger you?: No, it's usually the retards that are standing next to it making a speech that piss me off.
28. Are you "working class"?: If I didn't live with my parents at the moment, yes. I will be when I move out. Rah. The workers unite. Or something like that.
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: I try not to label people cause I have a pretty diverse group of people I hang out with...but most everyone one would classify as a "prep," yes, I dislike.
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: Nah.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: Occasionally.
32. Do you smoke cloves?: A few times, but not in like 4 years.
33. Are you a thin waif?: Nope.
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: No, that's just silliness.
35. Do you think meat is murder?: Yes, but I'm totally ok with it. Once again, isthislife has the best answer.
38. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: No.
39. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: Haha, no, not that I know of.
40. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: Yes.
41. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: He's OK.
42. Are you a member of the makeout club?: I didn't know there was one.
43. Do you say "rad"?: Occasionally.
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MORE JUNK:
1. Name: Cameron.
2. Do you like it?: I used to despise it, but now I rather think it fits.
3. Nick-names: Cammie, Cam, Cam-ron, Cam-ron D, Cameron Diaz, Candice, Rooney, Rooney Toons, Boudicca.
4. Screen names: PunkyHamster21
6. Birthday: 10/9/81
7. Sign: Libra...and boy am I ever!
8. Location: Gastonia, NC
10. Status: Single, as usual.
11. Crush: A few, actually. Mostly Chris and Alan. Though Thomas is steadily working his way in there. And then I still pine for Corey at times. Yes, I'm a nerd.
12. Virgin?: No.
13. Natural hair color: Dirty blonde; reddish in the winter, bleaches out in the summer.
14. Current hair color: Reddish blonde, but the dirty blonde is starting to grow in...I really need to do something with it, it looks awful.
15. Eye color: Blue.
16. Height: 5'6 1/2"
17. Birthplace: Charlotte, NC.
18. Shoe size: 8 1/2
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FAVORITES:
1. Number: 3.
2. Color: Red, purple, green, blue.
3. Day: Friday.
4. Month: October.
5. Song at the moment: Not listening to anything now.
6. Movie: Too many to choose just one.
7. Food: Italian.
8. Band: You already asked, dammit!
9. Sport: Figure skating, gymnastics, college basketball, hockey, football and baseball mostly just if I'm AT the games.
10. Class: History, English.
11. Teacher: Dr. Campbell (AP European History in high school), Dr. Lekan (Modern Germany, Nazi Germany thesis seminar), Prof. Kenney (Logic 111, Intro to Philosophy).
12. Drink: Non-alcoholic--Diet Coke, coffee, water. Alcoholic--Guinness, Killian's, Bass, 7 and 7, gin and tonic, Jack and Coke, cosmopolitan, Miami Vice.
13. Veggie: Carrots, broccoli.
14. TV station: Comedy Central.
15. Radio station: 106.5, 95.7
16. Store: H&M, Express, Target, TJ Maxx, those random cheap but cute stores in Washington Heights that are run by Dominican chicks who'll haggle the prices with you.
17. Expression: Oh GOD (but you have to say it v. loudly in a v. weird voice...don't ask, we were bored at work one day).
18. Animal?: Cat, horse.
19. Flower: Rose.
20. State: New York, ...go ahead, laugh...Ohio.
21. Country: Ireland. OK, so I've never been there. But it still rules.
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1. Me or you: Me.
2. Coke or pepsi: Coke.
3. Day or night: Night.
4. AOL or AIM: AIM.
5. CD or cassette: CD.
6. DVD or VHS: DVD.
7. Jeans or khakis: Jeans.
8. Car or truck: Car.
9. Tall or short: Tall.
10. Lunch or dinner: Dinner.
11. *Nsync or BSB?: *Nsync. You know I never noticed how much I HATE that little asterisk thing...
12. Gap or Old Navy: Old Navy.
13. Lipstick or lipgloss: Lipstick.
14. Silver or gold: Silver.
15. Alcohol or weed: Alcohol.
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LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Do you have a bf/gf?: No.
2. Do you have a crush?: Yes.
3. How long have you liked him/her: Alan--since March when he remembered me and Todd coming into RiRas 4 months beforehand, where we sat, and what I drank...Chris--since I heard him sing "Amy On Rum" the night I met him in August...Corey--since he beat me at Trivial Pursuit the first night in VA.
4. Why do you like this person?: Alan I don't really know but he's just freakin adorable. Chris is extremely hot, smart as hell, v. talented, and likes me because I'm *not* a groupie. Corey because, personality and common interest-wise, he's perfect for me...not to mention I think he's adorable.
5. If you're single, why are you single?: I refuse to dignify that with a response. As Stephanie on "Full House" would say, "How RUDE."
6. How long was your longest relationship?: Almost 4 months.
7. How long was your shortest relationship?: About 3 weeks.
8. Who was your first love?: Dan.
9. What do you miss about them?: He was the most naturally romantic person ever. Like Todd, he was romantic, but he TRIED too hard. Dan was just amazingly romantic by nature.
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THE PAST:
1. What is the one thing you would change about your past?: Absolutely no regrets.
2. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: Dunno really.
4. Last thing you saw?: Um...the computer?
5. Last thing you said: "Yeah, the tea tastes better when it gets a chance to steep."
6. What is the last TV show you saw?: A re-run of ER.
7. What is the last song you heard?: "Suite Judy Blue Eyes" by Crosby, Stills, & Nash.
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WHOS THE LAST PERSON YOU...
1. Saw?: Mum.
2. Kissed?: Justin, Jenny, and Ryan. On the cheek, people. I ain't no freak.
3. Hugged?: Justin, Jenny, and Ryan.
4. Fought with?: Mum.
5. Were on the phone with?: Dad.
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THE PRESENT:
1. What are you wearing?: Grey velour-ish pants, a big t-shirt from the '96 Diocesan Youth Campagin retreat, fuzzy slippers.
2. What are you doing?: This survey.
3. Who are you talking to?: Nobody.
4. What song are you listening to?: None.
5. Where are you?: The computer room.
6. Who are you with?: Nobody.
7. Are you online?: Dur.
8. How are you feeling?: Hungry, thirsty, slightly congested, annoyed that I have to work New Years Eve AND New Years Day.
9. Are you in a chatroom?: No.
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FUTURE:
1. What day is it tomorrow?: Tuesday.
2. What are you going to do after this?: Eat a sandwich and watch Two Towers w/the cast commentary.
3. Who are you going to talk to?: Mum. I might call Sarah too.
4. Where are you going to go?: The couch.
5. How old will you be when you graduate?: I already graduated. I was 21.
6. What do you wanna be?: Happy and successful.
7. What is one of your dreams?: To win a Tony.
8. Where will you be in 25 years?: I'll be 47. Probably married with kids. Doing God-knows-what. But dammit my husband will be hot and foreign and good at math, and my kids'll be freakin adorable!
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OTHER:
1. Do you write in cursive or print?: A bit of both.
2. Are you a lefty or a righty?: Righty.
3. What is your sexual preference?: Straight.
4. What piercings do you have?: Earlobes, belly button.
5. Do you drive?: Yars.
6. Do you have glasses or braces?: I have glasses and I used to have braces like...7 or so years ago.

Now THAT'S done. It's time for a sandwich and Two Towers. Hey, I have to CLOSE New Years Eve and OPEN New Years Day. I need a couple days to do nothing.